I don't have much time to blog nowadays, especially since my studies for my exams have started till end November, but I do try read a lot of blog posts inbetween. I would like to post a few of my favourites here to share with you those posts/blogs that startled me, inspired me and remain with me:
An excellent excellent blogpost here: A Holy Experience: One thing that might help any relationship
Inbetween I battle daily with the loss of a wonderful friend.7 months now, and where I once thought the pain would get better and the loss less, it seems to have made a U-turn. I'm regressing - daily it seems. I need to get a handle on the sadness. I've been there before in terms of major depression about 7 years ago.Now, this huge loss seems to have started it again. In the day I work and live with my family. The mask is firmly in place. At night and alone times....my heart bleeds. I suppose I'm trying to help myself, but it seems right now I'm not going anywhere but backwards....
The Pain
my constant companion
fits snugly like a warm
jersey over my heart
what little I show
what little they see
the four walls
of my constant companion
surrounds me
daily
i don't know how to
break them down
seven months now
and where i thought
it would go away
and leave me in peace
no such luck
in the dark hours
amd moments of aloneness
i despair
i cry out
but no one is looking or listening
and when they look again
the shutters
are in place
12/10/2011
LG
An excellent excellent blogpost here: A Holy Experience: One thing that might help any relationship
Inbetween I battle daily with the loss of a wonderful friend.7 months now, and where I once thought the pain would get better and the loss less, it seems to have made a U-turn. I'm regressing - daily it seems. I need to get a handle on the sadness. I've been there before in terms of major depression about 7 years ago.Now, this huge loss seems to have started it again. In the day I work and live with my family. The mask is firmly in place. At night and alone times....my heart bleeds. I suppose I'm trying to help myself, but it seems right now I'm not going anywhere but backwards....
The Pain
my constant companion
fits snugly like a warm
jersey over my heart
what little I show
what little they see
the four walls
of my constant companion
surrounds me
daily
i don't know how to
break them down
seven months now
and where i thought
it would go away
and leave me in peace
no such luck
in the dark hours
amd moments of aloneness
i despair
i cry out
but no one is looking or listening
and when they look again
the shutters
are in place
12/10/2011
LG
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